This didn't turn out the way I hoped, but hey, nothing has lately.
I love my title it's from 21 Guns.
Otay. Down to buisness. I'm going to do this challenge thing....
http://eternalsleep.tumblr.com/post/733144547/30-day-challenge
I've done this challenge before but now I'm going to do it again.... AAHHHH. I didn't realize how hard it is!!!
Day 1
Introduce yourself
*GAH
(I'm gonna do this paragraph form)
My name is Madie, I live in Arizona. I have short brown hair, I have bangs. I have blue/hazel/green eyes. I like my legs and stomach (I have a large rib cage though) meh. I weigh 93.5 pounds. I am 5"2. I am short and not in any way possibly proud.
I love quoting books and music, not so much movies...My favorite band is: The National. I don't like Dreamworks, but I love Pixar.
I put my head phones in to block out the noise
I love flowers, and glitter. I love hipster fashion and floral prints. I want to get out of here and go some where else and make a new name for myself. I want to travel the world. I want to be a musician. Although, I know that will never happen, dreams are still good, they are still nice.
I love rain. And silence. It's funny to think that just 3 years ago I was some peppy weird kid that was lost in a sort of trance. It was nice there and warm. But now I've been awoken. I see the world for what it is now. And it's sad and cold. But some how it's nice for once to see the whole picture.
I love quaint little antique shops and coffee places. I love sunshine, but not in Arizona, It's much to harsh.
If I could I'd wear a dress everyday. Any kind! Ballroom, easy day, rocker, hipster... etc.
I love kittens. Dogs are nice too. But kittens are perfect. I don't like cats, though. I found this quote in Anne's House Of Dreams (one of the books in the Anne of Green Gables series) "There isn't any devil in a dog, that why they're more lovable than cat's I reckon" But I like a little devil.
I love shopping. AAAAHHHH. Love it. What girl doesn't?
Getting on to more reasonable things:
Harry Potter is my life... But I have a confession. It's rather quite sad. You see. I've never read the "Deathly Hallows" I didn't even know there was such a book. Where have I been? You may wonder. Honestly, I don't know. I feel terrible. I will read it immediatley. But for now all the HP fans anywhere may shun my stupidity.
Music is my life. Music is the words and feeling we all wish we could say. I like listening to music though that has little words in them.
I love and hate talking about the future. Is that possible? I think so.... maybe. I love talking about the future because I like thinking that things will get better. But I also hate talking about the future because I feel like things should already be ok. It isn't my job to be responsible, it isn't my job to make others happy. I shouldn't be this depressed. I should be living my life. So why am I talking about the future when it could be so lovely presently. Does that make sense?
But then again I guess I like my deepness. Because like I said before. I can see the world for it really is. I just wish that amongst all those feelings there would be happiness.
My favorite subject: History, and English. I absolutley adore history. I love the 1800's specifically but I love learning about those kind of things, about how it used to be. I also love English, because I love writing and literature and all those types of things.
I love fairy lights and chinese lanterns.
(She said rather randomnly)
I wish I was british
I love black and white movies.
I despise rap songs (occasionly though they are entertaining)
I wish I was more like Luna Lovegood.
My favorite sibling (yes I'm mean I chose a favorite) is my brother Lowden. Were the closest in age. And he's exactly like me EXACTLY. In looks and attitude and the way we think and act. I channel my feelings into passionate movies, and writing, and songs, and art, and music. And he channels his emotions into, legos, and movies, and music, and art. He understands what I feel. Suprisingly. I haven't actually had the chance to talk to him, like in depth, but I've caught a glimpse of that conversation in the way he acts.
I don't want to marry or have kids. Funny, most girls always think that one day they'll have kids and husbands. But I think it's a waste of my life. I love falling in love. But I don't want to get married. I don't know... gah. I'm hopeless.
In reality. I only have one friend. Andrea your the best. Even though you drive me crazy sometimes.
I love the ocean. I love it after a storm. I love it's sturggle and the crash- and the noise. It's beautiful when it's calm and quiet but it's even more gorgeous when insane.
Favorite color: Cobalt
I hate all bugs even butterflys (thankyou spongebob) and lady bugs they're ugly and they're gonna kill me.
I love the woods. I wish I could have a fort somewhere deep in the woods. Oooh, and I'd be wearing an indian headress (that's on my wish list)
The woods are enchanting, they're a place where magic stirs.
I don't really have anything else to say... sorry this was so long, If you read all this, woww (two w's) cha.
Put "Sorrow waited, Sorrow won" In the comment box if you really did read all this.
